Would I have someone ever again?
I was thinking lang kung magkakaroon pa nga ba akong someone. Parang kasi if I don't look for love, love won't find me eh. Lagi na lang ganon. I'm not the fling type din naman as in gusto ko when I enter a relationship, mahal ko talaga 'yung tao.
Plus, I prefer liking someone first than ako unang nagugustuhan. I don't know why. Mostly sa people that liked me, hindi ko talaga nagustuhan although I became close talaga sa kanila. There was a time pa nga that I super liked this person then nung nagustuhan na din ako parang I got confused like, I got sawa na with the person. Dala siguro ng takot din. That's really the problem with me eh.
Okay. Not that I'm being paranoid about these things but in a few months I'd already be a year older eh parang I haven't got much time na. Hahahahaha. Fine, ang paranoid ko na. Parang crazy. :p
Told yah, I miss having SOMEONE. Someone to hangout with most of the time, go out to movies with. Someone na date ko when may lakad with friends, someone na kakulitan and all, someone na ipagsshopping ko at pagkakagastusan ko din, someone I'd have breakfasts with. Hm. Just someone. That place, time and other people won't matter just as long as I am with that someone.
ANYWAY, is this a sign of desperation ba? Haha. I miss lang being taken care of. Hm.
But this is the time siguro to mind myself first. Straighten out my life. Enjoy.
And time will come din na masasabi ko: Being single isn't that bad after all. :)
6 comments:
you know, being single really isnt that bad. i was just like you before, gusto ko laging may special someone..parang ang lungkot maging mag isa. e hello, 4 years ba naman ung tinagal nung huloi kong relationship so imagine kung gano kahirap saken para mag adjust diba. pero, one realizes that after taking care of someone for a very long time, its time to take care of yourself...for a change diba. so chillax ka lang jan when it comes to being single...hindi lang naman ikaw ang single sa mundo..haha..madami tayo.masaya naman eh...
hm. sabagay, hehe. nakakadepress lang at times, pero masasanay din siguro ako. :D
wooow, 4 years. hm.
oo nga sanayan lang yan..hehehe...pag tumagal you'll learn to enjoy being single. although minsan, pag may makikita/nakikita kang couples na sobrang sweet, nakaka inggit rin..hehehe...
teka..bakit 'hm'?...hmmm....
nyaha, nakakainggit nga sobra. eh lagi pa naman akong may nakikitang ganon?
bakit 'hm'? kasi ang galing eh. 4 years. what happened ba? hm.
hahaha...marami talga...nako kaya next valentine's day pag single pa rin ako di ako lalabas ng bahay dahil luluwa lang ang mga mata ko sa inggit..hehehe...
uhmm...well, that person fell OUT of love with me...basta ganun...
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