Come Rain or Shine

Well, hello world! It's been so long na since I updated my blog. Nuthin' new naman. Same old same old boring life. :p Except that, I've got a new crush.. and he is.. *druuuuum roll* CHACE CRAWFORD!! Oh my good, he's ubbeeer hot. And totely amazing in Gossip Girl. And oh my gawd, again. Ang ganda ng GOSSIP GIRL. AS in. Ayan tuloy, I want to read the series again.. :)

1. Really pissed with my dad. Like he's totely out of line na talaga. Gawd, hate him.
2. Haven't got a job padin. Kumusta naman 'yun. I've sent CVs nadin and still naghahanap. Yay, kawawa naman ako. Kailangan ko ng pera kasii mag-XXmas na and I've got a lot of things to buy. :(
3. Think I'm getting fatter by the minute.. keep on eating kasi and I want to be slim nga diba? Pero just can't do it. I just love food! Hahahaha.
4. Been down these past few days.. Felt like a failure.. well, I am a failure.. THEY think of me that way. Oh to hell with them, I DON'T CARE AT ALL, as long as I'm doing good with my studies, I just know that I'm gon be successful someday. Pssh. FAILURE aahh. you're gon eat your words din. Tss.
5. Well, the GF is back. Hahaha. Funny. And I'm okaay. We don't communicate.. although lagi siyang nagmimiscall every nught. Miss daw niya ako.. Yeah, right. I'm okay naman. Things are much better this way.. you're sticking with your GF and that's just fine with me. Mawawala din 'tong feelings ko for you. :D Haha, Goodluck.
6. Arrggh, may nalaman ako about kay Kristina. Nyar, and it really pissed me off. Sana hindi mangyari.. kasi ayaw ko.. Jusko naman, 'wag ka na don. Hindi ko naman siya hate but arrgh, ayoko lang talaga sakanyaaa. PLEAAAASE LANG, 'wag ka na don. Hahahahah. :D FUNNY. Hm, she misses me na daw. *awww* Well, ako din. Date ko siya lagi kapag vacay na ako sa 'Pinas. Sakin lang dapat time niya. WHAAT? Haha. Kiddin'. :p
7. He told me na LAGI NA LANG DAW AKONG MASAYA. If you just know how I'm really feelin' at the moment. Happy person naman talaga ako, I always fake a smile. Kumbaga, once nafeel ko na 'yung loneliness ng isang moment, 'yun na 'yun. I'm not gon be depressed or anything. Why waste your time on being lonely diba? Eh wala namang mangyayari, hindi naman magbabago lahat lahat. Minsan kasi, you're too insensitive eh.. and you don't care lang talaga.. But I'm still missing you. And I hope you'd call me kasi wala lang, gusto kita makausap. Kung alam mo lang, you made me smile yesterday kahit for a short span of time lang kasi tinawagan mo ako. 'Yun lang. That's enough for me na. SIMPLE THINGS. :)

For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air. You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to. Cause when you find that right person for a first kiss, it's everything. Alex Karev, Grey's Anatomy

xoxo,
dutzy