How I wish I could also bend time and space kasi that would be really really kuul. Haha! Yeheeeeyy kasi I already have the season 1 episodes of HEROES. Syempre, downloaded lang lahat and I'm in the 16th episode na. GANDA! :)
You know I'm still so not sure about you yet. I mean, still holdin' back a little not that naghhope padin ako to get back together with my EX but alam mo 'yun ang bilis lang talaga. Buti nga, sobrang nagiging honest ako with you about how I really feel about you. No pretentions. Alam mo talaga na wala pang love thing. Straight to the point 'yung mga sagot ko at kasi AYOKO pa talaga.
You keep on asking me if I'm gonna wait for you cos you told m nga na you're gon stay with her kasi you don't want to hurt her feelings. Well, consistent ang sagot ko na hindi naman ako magddisappear at I'm just here for you always. Haha, but yeaah, hindi ko nga talaga sinagot 'yung tanong. Actually, I don't even know kung ano isasagot eh. I can say YES but hindi ako sure.. Eh ang sama naman kung NO. Haha. But bahala na si Batman. Maybe I'd just wake up one day and poooof.. love na pala kita.
ANYWAY. Enuff of that na. Pssh, wala namang nangyayari kasii. SO just want to share that I fixed my CV na last night. And I'm gon go sana sa Jobcentre today to ask help for my CV din but inatake na naman ako ng katamaran. Shit, cos I should really start working on these things para magka-job na ako kaya I hate myself for being not motivated eh. On Friday talaga. Gagawa nadin ako ng covering letter to go with my CV.
Shoot. I badly need a job na. A job that pays ahh, ayoko ng training lang ganun. Pero okay na din siguro 'yun kasi I know they give allowances naman eh.
I AM HAPPY. I AM PERFECTLY OKAY. I've realized that you can't depend on SOMEONE for your own happiness. Yes, I have been stupid before cos doon lang ako nag-focus eh.. kumbaga nakafocus lang talaga ako sa isang bagay and it wasn't even doing me any good. Well yeah, it made me happy sobra but then I failed to reliaze that there are other factors pa pala. But now I have accepted things already.. and CONTENTMENT all the way, baby! :) Haha.
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