You know I'm such a fool for you..

Can't stop thinking about you, can't stop wondering what US would have been like, if we still got a chance or not. Auggie told me that I shouldn't be like this anymore cos it would just make me totally miserable but I can't help it.. And it's making me look too pathetic na. I've been here before.. I should already know what to do pero parang I don't learn from my mistakes, na wala akong natututunan pagdating sa love kundi magpaka-tanga lang.

So sad.

There are a loooot of things I want to talk to you about but nakikita ko that you don't care no more so why still bother? Ay, pucha. Eh ayun nga 'yung problema ehh bakit pa ako nakikialama eh ikaw nga wala kang pakialam diyan. *stupidstupid*

Why did you make me fall for you if you're just gonna leave me all hangin'? Why did you disappear just like that? You could have, at least, cared to explain. You make me feel that everything that happened doesn't mean anything to you when in fact, you yourself know that it was something special. I just don't know where I stand now.. where we stand.. Are we ever gonna be friends? Or just be like this forever? I thought you were way too different from the others pero you proved to me that you're just like them.. I WANT YOU TO JUST CARE! It's as if wala tayong pinagsamahan. Arggh.

Still goin' to wait here, right where you left me.. Maybe dumating yung time na babalikan mo ako.. even though it's not because you want to be with me.. kahit 'yung reason lang is mag-explain ka or dahil you want to look back on those days that I made you happy. BUT I hope it would never be too late.. AND I hope that you would, at least, care.

Goodbye for now ...X...