Down to my last

If you've read some of my posts, you'd probably think how crazy I am saying that I'm gon do these things and that but I don't actually do it. I always take back what I say, I'm always unsure.. I'm the kind of person who doesn't even know what to do in certain situations. It's just sad really that at times I couldn't even make a proper decision, 'yung kaya kong panindigan.. 'Yung SURE ako. That's why I end up getting hurt.. & that's why I end up hurting people.

I admire those people who have already set their goals in life, na tipong alam na talaga nila lahat.. Na when they say they're gon do something, they do it & stick to their decisions. Nakakainggit, somehow.

I also have read my so-called FUTURE PLANS here. And I still am hoping to achieve those.. Kahit na some of it lang.. Cos I don't want to pressure myself. 19 pa lang ako (yea lola na haha) and may time pa.. But so much to do, so little time left. Toink. Oh, how I hate being so serious about these stuff. But I guess, tama lang na ganito. Dapat lang na ganito na.

But EWWWW padin, hahahaha!

Anyways, I'm home alone with my baby brother. He's watching Bob the builder and I've got a lot of things to do.. like cleaning and stuff.

So yer.