S,

i'm still wondering if you still feel the same way for me.

cos

i can't really convey how i feel for you.. maybe they are right, this is just an infatuation..

or like i just missed you giving me so much attention.

but if asked if i could turn back time so that i could totely have you?

nah, won't do that. cos if those things didn't happen then i would still be a blah blah fool.

so, it's kind of good that you don't know that i like you or i have a crush on you or something cos it would just ruin everything AGAIN.

i still could bear not talking to you or whatever like before.. cos it actually is better that way cos i get shy and nervous and all that. HAHAHA.

whatev.

bye.