6 MOOOOONTHHHS?

What the fuck?? SERIOUSLY? You've been lying to me for 6 fucking whole months alreaaaady? Can't geeet over it cos I don't know what to believe anymore. 6 MOOONTHS? Like okaaaay. *speechless*

Oh well, like what I said.. I won't cry anymore. What's the point of still crying over someone who's not even worth crying for? Hmm. I don't know if you lied to me or whatever.. I thought you were different but I guess you're just as shallow as them. You proved to me that guys like you can never be trusted. NOT EVER. SO beeeee happpy and whateveeer. Cos I'm over US, that you and me can never be US anymore. :D But I ain't over you yet (HAHAHA). That's a different story. *siiiigh* But like what I said, I'm going to be okay. I just KNOOOW. I mean, I must be okay. I'm picking up the broken pieces at the moment. And it's never going to be that eassy. Still, I'm trying my VEERY BESTEST. I've got to. Cos if nooot? I will be lost all my life. And that's just waaay too pathetic..

My heart still shouts your name. Good thing I don't see you often anymore.. Cos seeing you would hurt me even more knowing that I can never EVER have you. I HATE YOU. I mean, NOT THAT I REALLY MEAN THAT but I guess, I just want HATE to overpower the WHATEVER-IT-IS (love?) that I feel for you. Cos HATING YOU would make it easier for me to FORGET. After all, they were all just big fat lies, right?