Relax, take it easy.

If only I could take away your pain..

If only I could do something for you not to feel that way anymore..

If only I know how.

If only it's enough..

That's how it feels pala when someone you kind of care about is in pain. I mean l could have been suuupppperr happy like jumping up and dooown and blah blah with the news eh but noooo instead I felt miserable for him. It's like I really want to comfort him and stuff like that but I don't know how. I swear, I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW. I don't know WHAT to tell him so that he'd somehow feel better already cos I know it will never be enough.. cos I know the ONLY thing that he wants the most now is for her to come back. And well, I hope that she gives him another chance.

Or well, if not then.. Hmmmm. I might try but I don't want to anymore.

I guess, that just shows that I'm getting there already huh? I already have accepted that there will never be US.. Seeing their pictures (those kinds that will break your heart and shit) didn't hurt me at all. 'twas really just cool and yeaah. Just hope that you'd feel better already cos I'm kind of worried about you. HMMMM.

(this might be the way for us to be like friends and all that I HOPE)

*siiiigh*

If only I really know what to say..

I'll do anything to see you smile again.

If only I am the one..

then tears won't fall from your eyes no more.