I want

a SOMEONE.. someone who would inspire me to strive harder and do good.. someone who'd put a smile on my face and make my days better.. someone who I can laugh and share my crazy thoughts with.. someone to love.

& oh of course, someone NEW.. cos it seems like I always go back to the past and GET STUCK THERE.

hay luuuveeer, what's takin' you so long ba? :(

it might be you, reader. HAHAHAHA. as ifff.

I don't know who I want.. Grabe, hindi naman ako naghahanap and wala namang dumadating. Tska, hindi ko talaga alam kung ANO gusto ko.. ifyugetwatimean. Kahit ano pa, kahit sino pa.. JUST someone who I would fall so hard for. I want that KIND OF FEELING back again.. yung sobrang HIGH ka cos of too much happiness.

DEPRESSING :(

OKAY, enough. Might as well just focus on more important things..

so.. THINGS-TO-DO:
1. STUDY STUDY STUDY. Naku, not in the mood always to even read my notes. Shoot me now.
2. Go to the bank to get my account number. HAHA.
3. Pay fees which would sum up to wait hmmm, £69 + £342 + £ 43 = FOUR HUNDRED FIFTY-FOUR FREAKING POUNDS!! Pak.
4. Shout at my boss. Hihihi, just kidding but hate him hate him hate him.

oh yeaah, i'm missing someone so bad. like someone someone? oh, fuck first love. see, that's why i need someone new.